Thursday, November 17, 2005
Remember when I died in the den and you put whip cream on my face?
HAHAHA... That made me laugh..
So it's been a while and I've been busy!!!! School, life.. argh.. doesn't leave much time for blogging about it. But I'm free for a bit, so here I am. I've been working on a new layout... =D Hahah.. I get bored easily, so I'll be putting that up when I have time. It's my most favorite one I've made. That's all I'm saying until I put it up. =)
I realized a few things in the last couple of weeks. People that I've known for a little while... I really don't like them. Not even enough to want to be around them. Which is impossible because some of them are so attatched to my life, some are related. I don't know how this all happened, I've just notced things about them that made me realize.. "Oh my god... if I have to spend another minute with you, I'm going to hang myself!" =P Unfortunately with some I have no choice. So not cool.
I saw the new Backstreet Boys video yesterday... "I Still". Did Nick Carter botox his face..?? I was at my sisters, and she has a 52" TV, so I really noticed the new found firmness of his face. Earlier in the day I had seen an older video from BSB, and made the mental comparison.. there's definitely a difference. And of course the usual singing to and reaching and groping the air... they're still a boy band. And to have Brian wondering around on a busy street disrupting traffic?? OMG NO!! We can't have him hit by a car and splattered all over Fifth avenue!!!! =( And Nick at a bus shelter? God forbid he catches something he hasn't already caught from Paris Hilton. I find it hilarious that they have them in a back alley in --I'm assuming it's New York. 5 pretty boys in a NY alley.. THANK GOD the song is only 3 minutes and 49 seconds... any longer and they'd be made somebody's bitches!
Anyway... homework to do, and hockey/CSI/Reunion/ER tonight!! Later peeps!!
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Thursday, November 17, 2005 11:12 am
cj alone* in the rain;
Friday, October 28, 2005
So what's new in my life?
Well, lets see. Still keeping myself more busy than I can handle. ... My life is actually going pretty good! I think its the fact that I'm keeping busy, not thinking about the stuff that bothers me. I've actually been a much easier person to be around lately... or so they're saying... hahah.. Wait.. as apposed to before..?? =P Gee thanks.. haha
So... hoping to join the working force soon.. Whoa... did I just say that??? Yes I did. Shocking isn't it? Well, as soon as I start working, I'll be heading to the gym 3-5 times a week. Which I'm actually really excited about!!! It's more of a perscription from my doc, but I really do want to do it. So working part time, school, gym... Maybe I'll see you guys around..? Hahaha! Also I'm getting back into acting. I kinda lost the passion for it for a bit, but now it's back, and I am willing to work my ass off now to get where I want to be. You know.. Acadamy Award winner.... =D Hahah One day at a time... =P
So anyway.. there is this issue. I was a on the phone with a friend of mine the other day... and at about 2:30 am, she's like.. "omg guess who I talked to the other day?" She talked to this guy who I will just call J here. [Side note, J is friends with J (yes another J), and J no. 2 is friends with my friends brother... strange little small world we have!!] Anyway, he still remembers us, which is INSANE because it's been 4 years! But that's not the point... he knows this guy.. C. Haven't seen C in 4 years either. C is still friends with P............. P.... Oh my lord... I thought I'd never see him again. Me and P had the most complicated situation... He liked me... I didn't like him, he moved on... I started to like him later (still do.. I think. I would need to see him again.). So now that we have extablished some kind of contact here.. I really have no idea how to go about this situation. I could see him, have all the feelings come back .. only to find out maybe he's seeing someone else. Or maybe it'll be better timing this time and maybe something can happen here? ARGH! But the problem is my friend.... she liked him back then (whether or not she still does.. I don't know. I never told her about my feelings for him.), which was the reason why I didn't wanted to go out with him... but then these feelings came out of no where, and I really didn't know what to do with these feelings so I left them on the top shelf and not necessarily forgot about it, but let stay far out of reach. But now that he's somewhat back in my life, I'm starting to feel these feelings again and I can't seem to push them away. HELP!!
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Friday, October 28, 2005 6:08 pm
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Friday, October 14, 2005
Blah... So tired
Yes, as the title says, SO TIRED! Went around helping out with shopping for a plasma TV with my sis and bro-in-law. OMG.... PLASMA.. SO BEAUTIFUL... *tear*. I will be over EVERY Saturday to watch the game! Hahah =D
This week has been one crazy insanely busy week for me.. mixed with fun and not so enjoyable things. Been somewhat stressed over a boy situation... ok, there's this guy. He's made it pretty clear how he feels about me... I don't know what my feelings are for him. I mean, it's definitely more than friends, but not quite to that next level to be something more. I really don't think I want something more... but then I do.. and then I don't............. =S Things will go fine and then I don't even want to talk to him for like 2 weeks. I know I can't toy with someone like that... and I don't do it intentionally.. it just happens that way. I think I'm just going to end things because if I did want to be with him I would.. and I'm not. So I guess there's my answer.
But anyway... on a lighter note. My sister was telling me about this dinner theater thing, like Clue, where a murder msytery is solved and you get to play along in it with the actors and stuff, they have a CSI themed one, too... it looks SOOO COOL!! Ever since I saw the Saved by the Bell episode (WAAYY back when.. haha) where they spent the night at that mansion to solve the murder mystery I've ALWAY'S wanted to do one of those!!!!!!! OMG, so many fun things for halloween.. SO EXCITED!!! There's also FearFest at Wonderland which is said to be pretty good. Screemers, which is ALWAYS great! Ahh... which one to go to?? Maybe all..? hahah We'll see how the cash flow goes... hahah
Anyway.. I'm going to get going... early night for me tonight... SO FREAKIN TIRED!! Night!!
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Friday, October 14, 2005 11:10 pm
cj alone* in the rain;
